“I did my waiting…and it’s over!”
Alohomora!
Love feels to be like in heaven when everything seems to be right and soothing. But when it turned down as if everything’s going to be wrong, there comes a way that it feels to be outrageously like in hell.
If you love somebody, you’ll gonna fight for it no what happens. You’ll still do things to unfold the mysteries of your care even if the feeling isn’t mutual. You’ll keep on believin’ and dreamin’ that someday, somehow, your efforts could be seen and appreciated….Waiting for someone who never did try to look the sincerity of your affection.
Loving someone isn’t just to be considered a one click matter or a blink of an eye. It takes courage to override the will against destiny. But what makes it so sad is that no matter how much you try and do, love itself fights back.
Are you not tired of waiting for someone who will NEVER love you back? Or are you just hypocrite enough not to see the truth veiled with the hope that MAYBE in time, he/she will love you the way you do?
Pathetic isn’t it?!? Yet, that’s how potentially barbaric love is, that even if it hurts a lot, even if tears rinsed the whole you, and even if you’re getting used to pain, still you’ll never get tired of waiting! Pity! It’s as if you’re killing yourself in the most brutal way that it’s getting crueler!
Pursuing ones self to love her MAYBE the vessel towards victory. It could be a one way ticket to acceptance and be attached with the contract of Cupid’s pathetically dimwitted arrow. But I may say, don’t be such a fool playing some game that you know there isn’t any chance of winning. A matter of perseverance and an elixir of will is needed BUT would you still want to feel the pain from several try’s just to get that dumb acceptance?
Oh! For heavens sake! Have mercy for yourself!
Oh! For heavens sake! Have mercy for yourself!
Some people felt guilty of breaking someone’s heart. Others even tired to curse themselves just because they saw the one they left suffering. Yet for those who’ve been hurt and who thought they had hurt someone…Merlin’s Beard! There’s still time of letting go!
I know it’s hard and I could be such a hypocrite of denying the reality of saying that moving on is an easy way out for me, myself and I, also suffered the horrific realm of heartaches.
If you could cast away the hurt and pain and tried even harder to make the dark and difficult times JUST a part of one’s life, then it would help someone to realize that after all, its better to love and be hurt than never did love at all.
I’m not in that authority to judge and bewitch your minds ‘coz I’m not the one being hurt or worst made someone sufferable in vain. Yet, what I’m just trying to inculcate in your minds is that yeah, It’s true that sometimes, the good and bad times and embracing that he’s or she’s gone…but its of more rude and pity if one day you’ll realize that at the end, you’ve lost yourself!
Do enjoy yourself while you can. But when you feel that enough is enough, then that’s the time of choice and the practical approach would give credit to enlightenment even if your eyes is still swimming with the ghost of your past.
I am not forcing you to do things in contradictory to you will. I’m not telling you to quit.. to run and…to hide. And above all, I’m not insinuating that it’s as if I’m deceiving and letting my words control the stand you’re making out of love. But if time comes, if the very RIGHT time comes into your way...just tell yourself, ‘done is done’. Why suffer if you could cast away all the tears and replace those woes into smiles and joy.
You’ve already done your part and it’s sad that her part is not to love you back. It’s now your choice if you’ll make such end a BITTER or a BETTER one.
Every beginning has its own endings. Stop being a martyr. Enjoy life! God will always give the right person at the perfect time. Don’t waste your time wishing for somebody else you’re not destined to be with. In God’s plan, He will show and give you a love story far better than you could possibly dream of..
Colloportus!
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